Starts With Goodbye

I was sitting on my doorstep,

I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,

But I knew I had to do it,

And he wouldn't understand,

So hard to see myself without him,

I felt a piece of my heart break,

But when you're standing at a crossroad,

There's a choice you gotta make.

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,

I guess I'm gonna have to cry,

And let go of some things I've loved,

To get to the other side,

I guess it's gonna break me down,

Like falling when you try to fly,

It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,

Starts with goodbye.

I know there's a blue horizon,

Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,

Getting there means leaving things behind,

Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,

I guess I'm gonna have to cry,

And let go of some things I've loved,

To get to the other side,

I guess it's gonna break me down,

Like falling when you try to fly,

It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,

Starts with goodbye.

Time, time heals,

The wounds that you feel,

Somehow, right now.

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,

I guess I'm gonna have to cry,

And let go of some things I've loved,

To get to the other side,

I guess it's gonna break me down,

Like falling when you try to fly,

It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,

Starts with goodbye,

I guess I'm gonna have to cry,

And let go of some things I've loved,

To get to the other side,

Starts with goodbye,

The only way you try to find,

Moving on with the rest of your life,

Starts with goodbye,

Na na na na na na na.

because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

Will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you

I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh

Every day of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry

Every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry

In the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you

I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you

Because of you

Never look back

Never look back

coz

wt we missed won't come back agian

so, why we r waiting..waiting...waiting

wt we left won't come back agian

if only we could go on without remember all wt we passed

all what we suffer...

all we need is our selves

try to keep it and Never look back

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have...All of me

You used to captivate meBy your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it hauntsMy once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased awayAll the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have...All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

سقطت ..

دمعة ..

ليست دمعة حزن .. بل دمعة ألم ..

ثم سقطت ..

دمعة ألم ..

دمعتان من الحسرة ..

سقطت .. رغم أنف صاحبها

سقطت دمعة سهواً ..

ليس بغرض البكاء ..

بل من جراء الألم و الحزن معاً ..

ما أقوى دموع الحسرات ..

حزن ، فألم ، فحسرة ...

و ماذا بعد ....!

إنها دموع القهر ...

دموع لا يعرف معناها ..

إلا من أحس بها ..

دموع تروي قصتها ...

دموع لا تحتاج إلى تفسير ...

دموع الهم و الحسرة و الألم و الحزن و القهر ...

إجتمعت لتروي قصتها ...

فلازمت عيون جفت و ابيضت ...

فهل هناك يوم ممطر آخر من الدموع .....؟!

؟؟؟؟؟.................

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مبقتش زي زمان
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خلصت دموع العين وضعنا خلاص
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